HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Blah blah blah…

My biggest New Years Resolution is to not be as socially afraid, and get out there more; not to over think everything. That and maybe not get so angry at people all the time. And MAYBE be more committed to school, I reeeeally need to get good grades.

Now that we’ve covered all of that time to get on what happened through the week, specifically in these past 2 days. Guy wise and socially wise, it was THE BEST 2 days I’ve had considering guys and having my friend help me become un-awkward. :)

So this guy who is significantly older than I, who is amazingly gorgeous and funny shined a light of him I’ve only seen once. But this time is was different. He was talking to my friend I had invited over for a sleepover, about me and… sex. It was soooooo weird. A while ago he told me I was cute, and had a sexy body. This time he told my friend that he would… never mind.. Lets just say it was detailed and explicit.

But then today! OMG! Well it all started when my friend asked for TBEC’s number so she could ask him if he liked me. He didn’t answer and told her to mind her own buisness.. But then I got the guts to ask him what he would’ve said if he did answer her question. He told me that he would’ve said how much he likes me, and how he wishes he wasn’t in a relationship with someone already. And I was like aww, I feel special. And he was all you are special. You’re different from any other girl that I’ve met. And I told him thank you, and he had made me the happiest girl in the world.

I still am too! Best New Years of my whole entire life! Happy New Year everyone! :)