Alright!! So I auditioned for a school of the arts in my town and I got my letter yesterday!! And I got in!! :)

Anyway!! So I was talking to TBEC earlier, and I recently got bangs! So I was getting ready to shower and I told him I would talk to him later.. And then after I was done flat ironing my bangs I had to put away my laundry.. and he was all “psshh didn’t text me back.” And I was all “sorry! I was doing my bangs!!” And he was all “sorry if this is out of line.. but you look really cute with bangs.” All polite and all! It totally made my day, right there!!

And then my friends birthday party is tomorrow, and she knows I really like TBEC.. So she talked to him and asked him if he wanted to come to my party… and he said YES!!!!! I couldn’t believe it!!! I am sooooo excited for her SLEEPOVER party tomorrow!! It’s not even funny!! I’m kinda scared tho too… I mean like.. What if I get all socially awkward, like I always do, and freeze up when he’s talking to me? Or what if I stutter more than usual?! What if I like have a panic attack or something?! What if I sweat a lot?! What if I DIE!???!?!?!? OMG! I think I would die if any of those things happened to me! I mean like super embarrassed!!! I would die of embarrassment! Not even exaggerating. Cause once one embarrassing thing happens tomorrow.. A whole line of embarrassing things happen… :/

So I just apologized in advance. For anything embarrassing I do tomorrow. And I garantee that I WILL do something bad… :/ so nervous but REALLY excited for the party!! :D I’ll post another blog entry either tomorrow sometime during the party, or on Saturday. :) Night!!